Christmas and to what follows

Expectations have been playing games with me, some surprises while some same oldie stories.

Thanks to the day makers.

Give me some sunshine, give me some rain, give me another chance, i wanna grow up once again.

State of affairs

Its nice to hear good things once in a while, feel good feeling.

Its surprising how most of the recent talks have been reiterating my current status and to what comes next....its the same question over and over again, flinged at me in different contexts, no prizes for guessing!!

Admist this state, i am happy that a few people know where i am coming from.

Mindless talking makes you feel better,only sometimes.

On a Christmas note, those two trees stole my sight today, what beauty the place looked, never seen it look so stunning!

12th december

After the most hectic 24 hours of my life, i came home to the biggest news for my family!!!So here it is, boy !!

I am happy to this new addition to my crew, yes i am the leader :D:D, happy to see nans on cloud nine, happy to feel those smiles across.

Hope this new baby stays blessed :)

My 2 lovelies (L)

You've become so big my baby gurls
At your age, i think i was so slow
You make me smile and you get me teared
But more than anything, you make me feel loved <3

To you

Happy bday i guess...just coz thats what remains to say to you


Happy bday sari...wherever in this world you are..i picture your green outfit right now and a lot more....damnnn

Mesmerized

Guess its the eyes,enough to see you,even when your not around.

God's blessings in an other form simply.

You Gorgeous beauty.

Realisations....

We have more than the we think we have, its just a matter of seeing it and realizing it.

I am thankful for those things that i now see and realise.

To do or not to do.....is the choice i need to make

To keep going..... is what it will take



Song playing - My life would suck without you

I am happy for a friend today. Shes acheived a biggie. Something that has touched me.

We'd never imagine her to reach where she has and thats made us even more proud. This is amazing. Something makes me feel good today, i am thrilled for her, i miss ya gurl.

Of now...

I like the colors of this season, captured a few shots today randomly, some good ones.

Blank on words, this only happens when i have too much going on :P:P

Been listening to all the types of beats, heavenly feel it is, just been so long.

I am thankful to unlikely things that keep happening each day.

Smitten by a few smiling faces, hope it stays :)

Good things to see, is the way i want it to be.

Happy Diwali :)

to all of you.

Refreshing memories of some good times.

The lights, the sweets, the friends, the festive mood and the joy :)

I had access to unlimited fire crackers from the next building, courtesy of somebody :D:D:D

And the holidays, i miss you too!

Belief is power only if you choose to believe.

Tum Mile....

Tum mile to lamhein tham gaye
Tum mile to sare gum gaye
Tum mile to muskurana aa gaya


Tum mile to jadoo chaa gaya
Tum mile to jeena aa gaya
Tum mile to maine paya hai... khuda.

Hart House Dandiya

Inspite of improper coordination , it was fun :D:D

Old friends....

Meeting someone with a same name as an old friend gives a good feel.

The good part is , its a new friend on my list.

The not so good part is, its not my old friend.

State...

Terms such as 'busy' and 'scarcity of time' have started making sense to me now.

Pretty Random day

Scary doggies out of a car.....one sight to remember

Strawberry spinners ...funny

Movie talk.....twilight saga.....

Walks and walks.....one hot afternoon

Cool evening

Please don't leave me...!!

my latest song addiction :P:P

Tears and promises, oh deary!

31st Aug 09

I almost ripped my finger today, i am not surprised, could have been worse but ahh well i got lucky. Lesson to learn and things to watch out for i guess.

Intercity express, newbie in town, cool ride. Even cooler, white dude hearing brown music.

Five minutes to leave, and i get given dessert, yum :P:P thanks to my superwoman. What would it be, without you? Seriously.

Done my schedule, grateful and thankful for things that could have been the other way round.

And for the last time i get to say, new school year begins in a week. Been so long or done so soon, i don't know.

Song of the day

Just One more moment, that's all that's needed.
Like wounded soldiers in need of healing.
Time to be honest, this time I'm bleeding
Please don't dwell on it, cause I didn't mean it

I cant believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground
But it doesn't matter cause I've made it up forgive me now
Everyday I spend away my souls inside out
Gotta be someway that I can make it up to you now, somehow.

By now you'd know that I'd come for you
No one but you, yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to
And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you

I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing
My mind was closing, now I'm believing
I finally know what just what it means to let someone in
To see the side of me that no one does or ever will
So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone
I'd search forever just to bring you home,
Here and now this I vow

By now you'd know that I'd come for you
No one but you, yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to
And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you
You know I'd always come for you

Yes I'd come for you, no one but you,
Yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to

And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you

I gotta feeling...

...tonight's gonna be a good night!

....tonight's gonna be a gooood goood night.

Happy Bday

To my two dearest Sistas!

Missing cake, chaos and the city.

Feels like today......

.....Rascal Flatts on the run today.

A hurt knee and a painful neck, couldn't get any better.

I feel...

..exhausted, tired and on the verge of calling my day off.

Pretense could be very annoying at times. Even more, when you can see it.

Song stuck on my mind - Butterflies.

What do you do when the unexpected happens?!?!

......BLAST MUSiC....!!!

Hope...

....all those who are sick, feel better soon.

To mark today.....

....just a phrase......FALLEN ANGELS.

Twenty four days later..

...when i heard that voice,

I think i miss you even more.

Happiness is...

...when your not thinking before every small thing you do.

...when you do what you have to without any glitches.

...when that voice wakes you up once in a bloom.

...when you see an old dream come true.

...when you do something you didn't think you could do before.

...when life appears closer to being a routine.

...when you see a few smiles.

...when you look back in time to memories that bring a smile to your face.

....when you can remember an entire day avidly.

And times when i can pen down a few thoughts here :)

From Lyaz's Room...

.....a few snapshots :)

....The dodo,stuck on her cell, ever busy, my call on hold at one in the morning....

....messages to me, in front of me lol.....

....she to the pc, me to the tv,ipl rules.....

......fort, junkiee, grade 10 math.....

..beaches, clear skies, the wind,walks,vinz, talks,laughs.....

....phonecalls, quickies, roams, suncity, breeze....

...baba, cake,hundred feet road,phoo- phoo's, celebs, rangaon, gifts, bike, roamss, pics.....

...shreez, pizza , flight before time, yells in the night, dhakkan.....

....checkouts,mobile store all the way and back, flowers......

..mtv, rain, backfield, soccer, sms to me....

.......third,fifth,seventh,twentieth,thirtieth......

.....white,two am,three days,highway,views, one liner,affection i guess,45 degrees......

....songs,kkd,chinese,night to remember.....

....me in action, forwards, ooo- youu, looks, stares, speech, amazing day....

...firangs,piu,black,grade five.....

..sri,plan failures, long waits, final meetups.......

....four in a row dude,south Indian titled,foooood that night, twenty sixth,just there......

...marts,baby,church,sundays,miscalls to me, phone at home, niks, time,....

....trainsss, rains,roads, hangouts.....

.........doc, double seater, village, loaded with food,lyaz struggling to walk, pa.....

....sonis,gallery, jinks, bolero,ricks, jenns,ccd,rain,yaps...

.....sleep,noise,chaos,last minutes,stories,them.....

.....landing, Her face, that image,beauty.....

....honks with tunes, six outta 15 back, astonishment.....

...weird driver, repeat sessions to three of us,hahaha, aunt on fire.....

...home,people,places,friends,love............

...mams, lourdes, remz, my angel, clats, red, lady of remedy,life.......!!

I don't feel like saying anything, just want to live it right, for now.
I feel my words won't define what i want to point down, so i won't bother much.

To this sun that shines,
To those faces with that smile,.

To those streets with all the sound,
To those hearts that never frown,

And to those places with all these times,
I owe a lot.


.

Off home....

Two years and here i am. Back to that same time, same feel, and headed to the same place.

Memories to re-live and times to cherish, i come.

Excited in a different way!!!!

Smiles to look forward to, journeys to make and home to be myself.

Till i get the time again, adios to this space for lending its ears to me.

I doubt you would be missed :D:D

The past 2 days....

...have been crazier than my examination days!! So many things can drive you nuts.

So much running around from one end to the other, do-this, do-that, wind-ups, last minute things, and they never seem to end!! 

Ahh thnks to my partner in crime for running everywhere with me :D:D 

Good times, no?        

And time simply cannot wait.

It was...

One Terrific weekend. Terrific in the not so good sense.

Apart from that, the standouts : -

Rocking Party

Sleepless night

Endless call

Hawt Dudee

Bus stop with four guys and the wind on my face

Looks and Goodbyes

Transitions again!!

My Screen is stuck on that Email for the past 2 hours...on and off...on and off...

On her big day....

I am reminded that my communion mass had the hardest hyms everrrr.

God, what was the point of putting all these "angels" through so much torture?!?!?! And how we practiced for hours n hours till we got the tone right!!! As if it mattered.

It still sounded like some fisher folk trying to gets their chords right...!!!

"Chill - run owwwppphhh the Loooooodddd"

PS- Can't forget that light pink frilly dress(toppa the world) and my teachers wishing me, oh boy!

When do you get asked if your a Sawariya fan??? - Just When your house shines blue!

-Courtesy of the dope

Died feelings, could it get any better! This was ought to happen.

You not you may be, me not me to you..!!

Palm's

Be Not Afraid....I am with you always, come follow me and I shall give you ....

Good things happen when ....

Great and beautiful, wonderful things....

Good things happen when....la la la la la.

Taste and see....

There shall be showers of .....

This is the promise of love....

Rise and Shine....and give.....

Be with Us....

Lift up your hearts and sing it loud...

Remember me, when you come into your kingdom....(8)

South Building Laughs

We want him to do it...

He tries it, but all he reaches is...
"Oncee....."
We almost die laughing...lolllll

Then....
She wants to do it....

Follows.....All the prep....getting hyped up....

Dials the number....
Gets ready to shoot....
Goes for it.....

"You F******G piece of shit
One more time you call my friend and I'll ......to the police
Who do you think you are?
I don't think i need to tell you who I am..."

Laughs, laughs and more laughs....

PS - Aquafina for a birthday gift.......tried that anytime? :D:D

Extracts frm a friend...

"My heart doesnt race when the phone rings. I've given up thinking your ever gonna call. I know that your not supposed to give up on someone you love; but sometimes it takes more strength to let go. Sometimes the right thing is to give up. I dont lie awake at night, asking God to get you off my mind.Its getting better all the time. I dont stop breathing everytime i hear your name. At least i dont cry every night anymore. Im gonna make it, b/c God doesnt give us things we cant overcome. Its getting better all the time. Maybe someday i'll get over you. I hope your happy, boy i wish you well. Somedays i cant tell..

I wasnt enough for you..the fact that i loved you wasnt enough for you. I cant change your mind. When the time came last night when i saw you, all i did was look and not say a word. As i turned away; i was surprised to feel tears rolling down my face. But knowing what i do now..i would've loved you anyway. Why they call it falling...now i know."

:(

This week had it all. From being sick to missing buses to disappointments to shocks to good news to good weather. To just so many things...

I am touched with a few things, don;t care about the rest.

Hope i feel bettaaaa soonnn...

On that road...

which just keeps going, with places to stop, with no bounds and to this unknown destination it feels.

The sooner you accept things and learn to live with it the better it gets, yeah it does. No big deal types. Try that.

To this new angel, to her presence in my life, to the warmth and love she has brought to us, to the hope she has been and the smiles she has spread, bravo!

To the person, sooner or later, who proved herself, i love you even more:)

Pyaar dewana hota hai mastana hota hai, kar khushi se, har ghaam se, begana hota hai.

Do you?

Do you run from things that you don't quite like or do you face it?

Do you tend to hang on to things or do you make them crystal clear?

Do you still do the things you firmly decide you would refrain from?

Do you walk the roads you decide won't take you far?

Do you love when you know your not getting back any?

of saturday and sunday...

Phone Swaps.....reject lists.....ignore lists....

Home callings......H uncle.....good feel....

C again....hitting it so right.....on the right day.

I reached church.....thnkful:)

I just feel overwhelmed about the way things are moving......like rains drops......phata phat......all so many, all so fast...!!!

If you can't be grateful to people who have made you happy at some point of time, whats the use??

Whoever it is, whatever that time has done to you, good memos die hard, whats the point of killing them?

Meenal's bday was a blast, thnks to all who made it even special.

Speaking what you feel takes so much effort, i wish it were a little easy.

There is none left...

Because...

I don;t feel the same anymore...
I don't miss you like before....

I don't care like i did...
I don't love you;
and it feels just splendid!!

The line of the day....

"We've reached a point..i thought we would never

so im glad"

Sunny Day

Today was a fairly good day, the sun shinning bright, my eyes were actually watery with the rays, so strong they were! Warm , warmer than expected!

Preps up for St. Patrick's Day all over! March Break! No Break right now for me though, i would still have to wait a while, not long though! Thats the best part!!!!!

Remi's so cute, i cant erase what she said to me, can;t imagine such a small kid telling me what my vacation would mean to her, its still stuck on my mindddd, i love you baby! I won't forget how you made use of the word "lucky". Shes an angel!

All i did today was work and surround myself with the top charts on the radio. It wasn't that bad, as long as the songs were groovy, it was good.

Ahh one more week down, still got lots to do.

Missed church today, I am sorry!

I think i was rude today to somebody, sorry again!

I just realised i haven't watched a TV episode in so long!

Friday the 13th

Glad i heard you, glad i had that convo with you, i feel so complete now, MA you just rock!!!

My computer doesn't want to start, i guess its something to do with the day!

I feel like God is punishing me...plz plz start!!!

Happy Bday

Heartfelt wishes to my oldest friend on campus, yes its been three long years. Didn't know how they went by but they did.
I still remember that eco tutorial where i looked at you for the second time just to confirm you were the same person i'd seen the previous day.
I can't forget that walk in the library, two so different people yet they had something to talk about and thats where it all began.
Happy birthday to my only known UN representative all over CA. To my friend who can talk talk and just talk.
Thanks for being around, whenever you were.
God Bless!

M. U. - This one's for you

I am sure you would be so proud of me today, i know you would!

I feel like just talking to you right now, but i know your sleeping, so i won't wake you up.

I love you for just being the one who is responsible for making me feel what i feel, when I did what

I did today!!

The rain...

Brings back good times....

Me standing at the door, watching the outside get flooded.

Watching the steps under water.

Riding with bloss on the bike the last time, on that crazy road, banged into kev:D:D....awwww, we were drained.

Playing carrom at ajins all day long coz our place was soaked:P Walking in water till my knees, running across the road to avoid getting wet:P

The sound of the rain drops hitting the window pane is something. Just a beautiful feeling!!!

I want that door again, how i wish!!!

Its strange how things fall into place after so much time and even strange how they get messed within a second.

New Blog

Felt like i needed a new space, my mind wanted it and here i come.

Just for random memories of memorable people in my life.

C leaves today,

Damn i'll miss you for whatever time it is.
I'll miss those talks, that fun, that mix of hindi and punjabi language.
I'll miss those instances, where you all of a sudden turn back.
I'll miss you screaming my name.
I'll miss those smiles:)
I'll miss those rides and those hugs.
I'll miss you.


Come back soon.

PS- hope you have the time of your life there.